Saturday, April 08, 2006

True Love

He has loved her from the start
It can’t be helped
She is the love of his love
There is a twinkle in his eye when he thinks of her
He beams with pride when he speaks her name
As the years go by his love will grow

She has loved him from the start
It can’t be helped
He is the love of her life, but only for a while
One day she will leave him for another
When that day comes, although sad, he will let her go
For he knows he was her first love
And they will always remember
How a father’s love is always giving
And a daughter’s love is always true

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My Desire

With your warm body, envelop me
With your sweet scent, intoxicate me
With your strong hands, cherish me
With your soft lips, caress me
With your moist tongue, explore me
With your firm mouth, devour me
With your whole being, consume me
Take me from this world
Within your arms return to sleep with me in enraptured dreams

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Bombay

Faceted blue reflections on fading memories
Gin soaked olives
Juniper dreams
I long to revisit your shores

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My Heroin

Lovers fourteen years ago
Our embraces long, the world would disappear
I can still feel your caresses on my skin
I hate that.

I never tried to make you change
Perhaps I should have tried
You always loved me for this
I hate that.

We didn’t communicate very well
But when we did it was rapture
I can still recall your sweet sweat on my body
I hate that.

Fourteen years and countless lovers gone by and we still are embracing
We can’t let go
I hate that.

I can’t be around you any more
It’s too painful
I hate that.

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Thirty-Seven Years

Four
Molestation
Babysitter
Nine
Twelve
Molestation
Boys
Bullied
Kids
Beaten
Mother
Abused
Stepmother
Rape
College
Drinking
Drugs
Suicidal
Hospital
Cutting
Hospital
Medication
Zombie
Hospital
Hospital
Therapy
Therapy
Medications
Trust
Love
Self-worth
Self-esteem
Therapy
Sober
Vibrant
Joyful
Happy
Gay

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Eighteen Years

Our Friendship
Our Loyalty
Our Sisterhood
Our Adventures
Our Laughter
Our Tears
Your Stagnation
My growth
Your Envy
My Joy
Your Misunderstanding
My Enlightenment
Your Betrayal
My Anger
Your Coldness
My Pain
Your Lose
My Gain

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Pages of My Life

Looking back on the pages of my life
What I've written
What I've said
What I've done
I'm grateful to see I've come a long way

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To My Dearest

Meet in the nut bucket
Hard road to sanity
Sometimes needs to be take along
Parted to make a healthier whole
Healthy now
Put your ring on
Called two weeks later
Thought we had time
You died two weeks ago

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Grace

Loving
Kind
Giving
Sweet
Told the longest stories, again and again
I listen every time
Raised us all
Children and grand
Near the end it was my turn to return the gift
Wish I could tell her "I love you" one more time
She hated to hear it
I never listened

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Bridge

I stand before a bridge I crossed too many times
Empty gas can at my feet
Match box in hand
Spark
Flames
Embers
Ashes
I stand before a river looking to the far shore
Farewell

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